Letting Go

Harini I accidentally have ended a friendship of 5 years. Rasa bersalah, yes. But I think it's time. 

Dia macam mana eh. I know I make mistakes, a lot, yes. Cuma entah, this time around because of my dgaf behaviour, that person decided to end it. Did I went too far? I honestly don't know.

At first I macam, let them taste their own medicine macam tu sebab dia selalu buat benda yang sama dekat I. Over and over again. I takdelah berdendam, cumanya I've had enough sebab it's taking a toll on my mental health. Unfortunately that unknown didn't react well to it. Satu hari I down, rasa berdosa but once I've talked to my cousin, she said that it's fine. I know it's okay sebab in life, people come and go. Tapi kali ni ralat lah sebab I punca.

Letting go is hard for me sebab kadang-kadang kita teringat all the good things we had together, but we no longer talk to each other. As someone with small circle of friends, yang susah to open up to new people, sangatlah susah. I wish I could've done, acted better but seems like it's too late now, kan? To all the people that I've hurted in the past, I'm truly, deeply sorry for all my wrongdoings. Sorry for not being the best version of me.